yeah, i changed my mind and came back early. things started to get better yesterday, so i'm coming back. :3

in short of why, i took a break 2 weeks ago and took this short break was because of drama. drama was getting so bad, it started to effect me so much. i didnt wanna be part of it anyway, i got roped into it cause of petty bullshit.

but thank fuck it's over..i am very glad that things are getting better. :3

another break after 2 days of coming back???

well, the next day i came back, shit hit the fan hard, i had a mental breakdown about it, and it left me mentally tired. more then normal really.. when i vented why i feel this way to my partner and a friend, my partner suggested i should take a mental break. i will. cause i need it...

i might post lil more on vidlii but idk right now..

so...HOPEFULLY when i come back on august 1st, things will be better.

soo, i decided to take a break for a week.

i feel better now, still shakein up from what been happening this month, but mostly, i am ok.

hey. it be ryan. yay, i guess.

i am going to simply give this update, that i am going to take a break from posting art here and youtube as well for a week or 2 (unsure right now).

i will be up front, i am not ok right now. i am dealing with some bullshit and trying to get it to stop.

i dont feel comfy saying what it is right now.

so for right now, i will be taking a break from posting stuff for a week or 2. (again unsure but will see.)